Excitement filled me 8 months after colleg when i got a job finally in the industry i had for a long time wanted to be, that is, hospitality. but well, that wasn't what my destiny was meant to be.i was excited about the job and had so many dreams and hopes for my future. i planned well and in the three months of my probation i probably achieved more than my wildest dreams really! i did move up a notch in terms of upgrading myself. (and believe me i do not mean by getting new clothes and shoes!! haha) i just did some sensible stuff as a new woman in the big, cold cruel world. now i trully understand hy it is aptly named.
However, really looking at it, i do not think its theworl per se which is cold. it is the hearts of people who do not want to give others chances probably because they never received those chances too so they believe it is 'not right' for someone to get thoseoppotunities.
not being employed is not the end of the world said the lady who handed me the letter of termination of contract after my probation.of course she was right but it is a cliche one doest want to hear at that moment when all around them things seem to be doing nothing but falling apart!
of course worse hings have happened to people, actually worse things have even happened to me. i just find that being unemployed makesme open my mind even further in viewing the world. i havegrown up a notch through this experience. i have nothing else to do but find new employment... til then God guide and help me.
i also pray for help and guidance for those i sail with in this boat for we share more or less the same concerns.... what will tommorrow bring?
